I'm in Love and You're Not

by Paige Never Cries

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i'm sorry this album isn't perfect but i'm not either

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released March 18, 2017

stone stewart - mixing, producing
mac porter - mastering
caisa baumann - album & merch art

special thanks to:
1. kate derringer, johanna baumann, clem turner, sage o'brien, alex demetriou, and all of my supportive friends
2. the people who made me sad and inspired these songs

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Paige Never Cries Ann Arbor, Michigan

i've never cried in my entire life

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Track Name: i was crying but i didn't feel anything
i was crying but I didn’t feel anything
i was crying but I didn’t feel anything
sometimes we screw up the
ones who love us the most
but i didn’t feel anything

count the hearts it’s cost for me to walk around so free
count the hearts it’s cost for me to find my cup of tea
sometimes we break the ones we promised that we’d hold
but I never feel anything
I never feel anything

i was crying but I didn’t feel anything
i was crying but I didn’t feel anything
sometimes we screw up the
ones who love us the most
but I didn’t feel anything
Track Name: should i tell you
i want to tell you
should i tell you
oh i want to tell you
i still think of you
i want to tell you
should i tell

i want to be with you
but so does everybody else
i want to be with you
but so does everybody else
i want to be with you
but so does everybody else

i want to tell you
should i tell you
oh i want to tell you
i still think of you
i want to tell you
should i tell
Track Name: wow
under my hat I am smirking
you’re screaming under your indifference
i’m under your skin
under my skin i’m a demon
hear me i’m cackling
singing tripping
down all of your halls
don’t go to sleep you’ll start choking
coughing up both of your lungs

i’ll make sure you won’t forget me
i’ll be everywhere you turn
wow wow wow you really crushed me
wow wow you didn’t think I could?

pisces like being alone,
sleeping, music, romance
pisces dislike know-it-alls
and the past coming back to haunt them
aries like expressing themselves
through stunning verbal feats
aries dislike being ignored and
being told no no no

i’ll rip out my own heart
and hurl it at you
do you know how much
time i wasted on you
i’ll rip out my own heart
and hurl it at you
do you know how much
time i wasted on you

BA DA BA DUH DA
BA DUH BA DU DEE DEE
BA DA BA DUH DA
BA DUH BA DU DEE DEE
Track Name: water and glue / sorry
scream in my face
i’ll say thanks
i won’t come
i will wait

sorry your song about water and glue wasn’t actually yours
sorry i had made you laugh cause that must’ve been against the rules
sorry our jokes are not jokes anymore they’re just little stories
sorry i didn’t throw myself into the junk that we found in a stream

please don’t steal
what i’ll say
when i get to say
i loved you the same

sorry your song about water and glue wasn’t actually yours
sorry i had made you laugh cause that must’ve been against the rules
sorry our jokes are not jokes anymore they’re just little stories
sorry i didn’t throw myself into the junk we found in a stream

i am praying soulmates don’t exist cause you sure as hell were mine
and i’d rather not be without the one for the rest of my life
Track Name: yellow
ezra’s never loved
and he’s never worn yellow
often times I wondered how I’d squeeze
into a life so formulated
ezra never saw me
as he played up on the stage
ezra wrote songs about no one
scribbled on his set list page
poor me never slept
ezra slept just fine
ezra slept just fine
ezra slept just fine

kill me at the fraternity
i’m already dying from
the silent screams

ezra’s never loved
and he’s never worn yellow
often times I lied
it was loud outside
so i could count the pins
i'd left and hinted at and sigh
ezra’s never loved before
he’s never worn yellow
ezra’s never loved before
he’s never worn yellow

kill me at the fraternity
I'm already dying
from the silent screams
Track Name: i really messed up
i really messed up this time didn’t i?
i really messed up this time, didn’t i?
why does this always have to be so hard?
why do you always have to be so hard?

if you blame this again on your horoscope i’ll scream
if I hand you a rose will you know i’m not leaving?
i’m not in it for the chase i’m just trying to keep up
since the day that i might have slightly shattered your heart
when i say i don’t love you, you can’t get enough of me
when i’m finally honest you break every part of me
i’m not in it for the chase i’m just trying to keep up
since the day you felt nervous, i locked you in handcuffs

you’re cutting out all the wrong evils my dear
Instead of your coffee and gin you should cut your fears
we really messed up this time, didn’t we?
we really messed up this time, didn’t we?

if you blame this again on your horoscope i’ll scream
if I hand you a rose will you know i’m not leaving?
i’m not in it for the chase i’m just trying to keep up
since the day that i might have slightly shattered your heart
when I say i don’t love you, you can’t get enough of me
when i'm finally honest you break every part of me
i’m not in it for the chase i’m just trying to keep up
since the day you felt nervous, i locked you in handcuffs
Track Name: i'm in love and you're not
i'm in love and you're not
could this be my own fault
you don't care when you see me
i'm in love you don't care
Track Name: the process of unknowing someone
you think i would
have learned by now
to stop hurting
the ones i love
to stop losing
the ones i love
to finally
walk in a room
and stop watching
withering stories
wandering, wandering
my eyes can't stop wandering
wandering, wandering

keep it together,
keep it together
keep it together oh

keep it together
keep it together
keep it together oh

you think i would
have learned by now
to stop hurting
the ones i love
to stop losing
the ones i love
to finally
escape from the process
of unknowing someone